Ultimos Posts 1. 13/06/2008 19:33 - Entry 96 - in a bad place... I'm in a bad place. Self-pity and hatred have been part of me for so long that I no longer notice their existence. It seems odd that someone so filled with self-anger would be so selfish. Am I that bad of a person? Am I that selfish? I have hated myself for so many years without paying that much attention to who I was. I'm tired of being so angry at myself. I'm in a bad place, but ... 2. 11/06/2008 21:32 - Entry 95 - silence The silence has been the worse. Not knowing what to do or think. Staring at the screen or at the phone. Just hoping... It's endless, this wait. Damn ... I did this to myself. I hate this silence.... 3. 08/06/2008 23:19 - Entry 94 - return Life does things to you. Actually no, you do things to life. Sometimes you calculate it all and it comes out all premeditated. It makes sense. You visualize it, you analyze it, and you do it. Your proud of what you've done. You hope for the best. Yet, sometimes you do things and you don't really think about it. It's like you were partially blindfolded. You have no idea what's going... 4. 18/07/2007 00:23 - 100th post It's interesting enough that this is truly my 100th post. Even though the entry number says 93, 100 posts have been made. I have been writing for almost exactly two years. Two years of words and sentences that grouped together tried to portray what I felt. Two years of pain, suffering, frustration, distance, disappointments, happiness, joy, laughter, jealousy, and love. Two whole y... 5. 10/07/2007 23:21 - Entry 92 - one year A whole year ... it's amazing how fast it actually really went by. I must admit I had so many things I wanted to write here. I really did. Here I was about to write it all with you on the phone and then comes my father and upstages me. My dad said everything I wanted to say in about 90% words than I intended to use. Regardless of the words I had, I think he said it best: 365 days, ... | Estadisticas Ver Codigo HTML Posicion del Blog en Nuestro Ranking Hits Semanales Hits Mensuales |